11:06 PM
wah....its 11:06pm now....i am goin to blog shortly so that i can get enuf slp and go skool on time tml.... ok...i didnt go skool agn for the 2nd dae as i am still sick...then i went to have breakfast...and then met up with dennis who was late due to oversleeping... lols....then the skool called my parents on y i wasnt in skool...then i explained to them and they all they said after those explaination was just an ok....then i was like diao....then jamie wanted me to go and tag her blog and then i was like...okae...since i've got nth to do either and yes she said that i will fa mei at home if i aint doin anithing.,....then i was like ya...thats true....so i surfed the net and was like refreshing and refreshing the same page...and all i do was still the same thing...it was just indeed boring.... then abt 2.30pm like that... my fren called me and then told me that there's kayaking theory talk tdy...then i was like huh????i didnt go to skool and nobody did even come and tell me neither was it updated on the blog or something.... then i was like ok...then quickly showered and then went down for the kayaking course.... then i was so tired and almost wanted to faint.,....but i continued on as i know that god was there with me giving me the strength... and yes by faith and not by sight, i recoverd and then continued on with the theory talk.....then after that jamie said that she was sian...then we chatted on the phone and then i went for my cell grp...tdy's meeting was simple yet complicated....we watched a video and its called left behind II.... overall was ok lar...just that it just ended just like this and like no ending like that lar.... then narash talk to us abt the faith and told us that u should think wad god wants u to think and that god can chage our lives....upon saying that...while i was walking back from home...i realised something.... God led me into boy's brigade and let me knw him through this event called magic of love....since then my life had changed...i used to scold vulgarities till dennis didnt like to talk to me at all....then my cell grp frens and ldrs changed me by telling me how i can change and now dennis is like my buddy to me...a fren aka brother who i can trust and talk to when i have problems.... and theres khneghwee too.... i think that among the sec2s...khenghwee is the one that i most trusted,not saying that i dun trust the others lar...but i have a different trust for him....and for guangzhi, whenever he wants to go out and plae or i go out and plae...we will nvr fail to call him out even though he can make it or not....and for lewis, he is like a brother to me...wait ,let me rephrase it...he is indeed a brother to me....he knows most of my secrets and he is one whom i cna trust in and not suspecting him....then my cell grp....there was once i started smoking and selling cigarettes too...then dennis they all oso didnt want it to happen...then they reported it to my cell ldr who helped me in all this....and then there was jamie....keep telling me not to smoke and if i didnt ferget, peiling was helping me to quit too... and in the end, i indeed quitted smoking.....all thx to them....then there was this time agn not long ago...i kept saying vulgarities, then i really didnt like it...so i asked jamie to help me...then she said if i sae 1 vulgarity...means i owe her 1 'bamboo'...a kind of biscuit....then i starting owe her alot..till now i still owe her...but i talk lesser and lesser vulgarites and instead i speak words which are pleasant....and then was this pontan case oso...where my teacher found that i was playing truancy...then i was like so jialact...almost kena expel...then jamie helped me agn...keep telling me to go skool all this...at that time jinglin oso helped by asking me to go skool that time....then in the end i wasnt expelled, and now i am goin to skool more often except this few weeks which is a bad week as i am getting sick all the time.....then i tot....these frens really helped me alot...then i wondered and asked just now if these frens of mine were whom God has chosen for me to help me walk this path with them?? and then a sound just answered to me saying"yes,derrick...i've prepared all this frens for you to walk together in faith towards me" thats wad i really heard...then i was like shocked and then the sound just got off...and i really believed that this was God talking to me....thank God and thank all my frens who are helping me and have helped me through this tough road/journey....
kk, i shall stop here....
btw to those who are involved in the canberran's dae parade, pls do take note agn that we are having a rehersal tml 16april2008, attire is half U...and reporting time aka fall in time is 3.25pm..... guys pls do be present as we will nid to confirm the sizing and positons and markings for this parade....
Labels: so what could i say????? and what could i do??? but offer tis heart..... completely to u.....
